Sunday, June 13, 2004

Two nice surprises

Jun 13, 2004
Well...Mom & Dad showed up last Fri (the 4th), they arrived real late...around 11:00pm. They were both shocked at how big the kids were. Mom seemed really excited. They spent a few minutes here at the apt then we went over and got them into the hotel room. The next morning we went over to Golden Corral for Breakfast, Mom's still not a real big fan of eggs !. After the Golden Corral the had to take off to Aunt Lynns' in WV. It was just that the visit was way too short.Until now I didn't realize how much I missed them.
GUESS WHAT ?? About 2 weeks ago big Amanda found out she was pregnant !...WOW !...I think in one way it's neat...but I know Amanda's not ready for motherhood right now and especially having a baby from Paul. (As of now he refuses to acknowledge the baby is his) She's just 23 and now she's really bummed about the whole situation. Man I wish there was some way I could help here out.It really bums me out the way she been lately.....Which brings up another moving out....I REALLY NEED to get out of here !!......between Vicky's sleeping in all day, not being able to help out big Amanda, and feeling distant from the kids and everyone else....I figure it's time for me to find a place for myself (at least a room). I love everyone here....more than some people around here realize but.....but I've been feeling so alone and distant from everyone....I just need to go out and start having fun again

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