Sunday, July 25, 2004

A good heart

July 25, 2004
I'm sooo depressed, but yet laughing on the inside. Amanda & Vicky drove down and picked up Brandon yesterday.It's just 9:00 and Brandons' already starting to bounce around the walls! I can just see the is gonna be a REAL fun week for Amanda !! ha ! lol !! But ya know, I think this will be good for her though. She needs someone close to give her hugs any time she needs them. And her lil brother is just the person. She's taking him to Kings Dominion today after that 15hr drive yesterday !! yikes!...she's gonna drop dead when they get back ! She's being really sweet and taking Kenny and Amanda too....well at least Kenny....Amanda doesn't want to go. Which bothers me. She doesn't get into any family functions at all any more. I think this thing with Derek is going a lil to far. If it goes to the point...where nothing else matters...not even Family I've gotta sit down and talk with her.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Being concerned or being nosy?

Aug 10th, 2004
Oh man !!....the other day Amanda (lil) saw Bobby & Tiffany holding hands walking down the sidewalk smiling at each other. Amanda was bothered by it, let Vicky know what was going on. Vicky had let Becky know what happened and Becky confronted Bobby....then ALL HELL broke loose.Now Bobby is real pissed at Amanda and is saying that she is lying about it. When we had picked up Sam it was bought up just momentarily and Sam surprised me when she said she didn't see no reason why Amanda would lie.Especially when Rachael and me saw him & Tiffany down at the pool playing around in the water ! I just think Bobby needs to control himself and realize how good he's got it with Sam. She's a smart girl and has a good head on her shoulder.

Saturday, July 3, 2004

Good friends moving away

Aug 3rd, 2004
Wow !...I was pretty busy last week, a lil overtime at work, sayin goodbye to Janet, Graham and Megan, and driving Brandon back down to SC with Amanda (big). I'm gonna miss Janet and the gang....they were real good people, she was real cool.
Amanda was in tears when we dropped off Brandon in Manning, SC. She loves Brandon so much. You know she'll make a great mother. She's got a real good heart. I know she's hurting & lonely inside. I mean I can see why, she's been dumped twice !!.She deserves alot more. I wanna hug her so bad, just to let her know that "Hey...as a friend I care for you...alot".anyways ...back to work :-)

"Cha cha changes"

Jul 3rd, 2004
Things are going pretty good. With the job at GOC (Geeks on Call) Duane has moved me in the back of the office. It's supposed to be a compliment, being that I don't need any supervision, BUT....I don't really have anyone besides Erin and James to talk to....kinda sucks, I miss just turning around and talking to Nichole or Bobby. I feel real good about working there though. I mean the company is expanding at an exponential rate !! Amanda just got her first ultrasound. The outline of the baby is really clear, it's about 2 1/2" long and you can see the arms and legs already developing. It's so neat. When you see a picture like that you realize how amazing life can be. It still blows me away that Amanda's' going to be a mom.I don't doubt she'll a real good mom....I mean she practically raised Brandon. I just hope she decides to stays her with everyone and not move out. I mean she everyone here for support.