Jun 13, 2004
Well...Mom & Dad showed up last Fri (the 4th), they arrived real late...around 11:00pm. They were both shocked at how big the kids were. Mom seemed really excited. They spent a few minutes here at the apt then we went over and got them into the hotel room. The next morning we went over to Golden Corral for Breakfast, Mom's still not a real big fan of eggs !. After the Golden Corral the had to take off to Aunt Lynns' in WV. It was just that the visit was way too short.Until now I didn't realize how much I missed them.
GUESS WHAT ?? About 2 weeks ago big Amanda found out she was pregnant !...WOW !...I think in one way it's neat...but I know Amanda's not ready for motherhood right now and especially having a baby from Paul. (As of now he refuses to acknowledge the baby is his) She's just 23 and now she's really bummed about the whole situation. Man I wish there was some way I could help here out.It really bums me out the way she been lately.....Which brings up another subject....me moving out....I REALLY NEED to get out of here !!......between Vicky's sleeping in all day, not being able to help out big Amanda, and feeling distant from the kids and everyone else....I figure it's time for me to find a place for myself (at least a room). I love everyone here....more than some people around here realize but.....but I've been feeling so alone and distant from everyone....I just need to go out and start having fun again
friend, & father. The craziness, boredom, anger and happiness of the past 7 years while raising two wonderful kids and meeting some of the most amazing people, who (insert deep breath here) each have their roller coaster ride what we call life. Don't be shy....feel free to comment! (music player is at the bottom of the page to stop or change songs)
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Sunday, May 9, 2004
A dilemma, or "what should I do?!!!"
May 9th, 2004
It's been a real good couple of weeks for me ! I''ve been working for Geeks On Call, and I've been accepted an employment offer as an Airport Screener with the TSA. But I'm kinda in a deli ma. If I accept the TSA employment, I have to Move to Washington DC, where the cost of living is high ($2.10 for gas/$750 for a Studio Apt) and then I gotta worry about my knees keeping up for 8hrs of constant standing and turning. But then I look at the retirement. Then there's GOC, and I enjoy working there, and this job has advancement potential. Asst dispatch manager in a year and a half. I don't know, it's a difficult decision!! LOL! Mom & Dad are coming out in June....which is really cool....I haven't seen Mom in about 5 years.
It's been a real good couple of weeks for me ! I''ve been working for Geeks On Call, and I've been accepted an employment offer as an Airport Screener with the TSA. But I'm kinda in a deli ma. If I accept the TSA employment, I have to Move to Washington DC, where the cost of living is high ($2.10 for gas/$750 for a Studio Apt) and then I gotta worry about my knees keeping up for 8hrs of constant standing and turning. But then I look at the retirement. Then there's GOC, and I enjoy working there, and this job has advancement potential. Asst dispatch manager in a year and a half. I don't know, it's a difficult decision!! LOL! Mom & Dad are coming out in June....which is really cool....I haven't seen Mom in about 5 years.
Thursday, April 1, 2004
A child distraught
April 1, 2004
The other day Donna had called saying that Jennifer had ran away....SOOooo Vicky had asked me to drive her over there......as we walked thru the door thier was Jennifer sitting crying on the steps. Great!! thats not what I really wanted to see. About a half-hour later as Vicky and Donna were outside discussing what the "problem" was, I sat down with Jenn after she got out of the bathroom, and thats when i saw the cuts on her wrists. she had tried cutting herself. I saw them then got very upset. I don't know what to do....I can't do anything and i feel so helpless.
The other day Donna had called saying that Jennifer had ran away....SOOooo Vicky had asked me to drive her over there......as we walked thru the door thier was Jennifer sitting crying on the steps. Great!! thats not what I really wanted to see. About a half-hour later as Vicky and Donna were outside discussing what the "problem" was, I sat down with Jenn after she got out of the bathroom, and thats when i saw the cuts on her wrists. she had tried cutting herself. I saw them then got very upset. I don't know what to do....I can't do anything and i feel so helpless.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
A new job!!
March 18, 2004
Well, things are looking slightly better now......I use the word slightly cause Vicky & Kevin are still hurting financially wise ("borrowing Peter to pay Paul"). GOD....I hate that saying !...so cliche !....anyway....I GOT A JOB !!!....finally something decent....and fun!!....I'm working for "Geeks on Call" a nationwide on-site computer service franchise that covers from DC to Florida to Texas and states in between. I had just started Wed and it's looks pretty promising. I work as a dispatcher receiving calls from customers who have problems with their computers and dispatch technicians to homes.
Well, things are looking slightly better now......I use the word slightly cause Vicky & Kevin are still hurting financially wise ("borrowing Peter to pay Paul"). GOD....I hate that saying !...so cliche !....anyway....I GOT A JOB !!!....finally something decent....and fun!!....I'm working for "Geeks on Call" a nationwide on-site computer service franchise that covers from DC to Florida to Texas and states in between. I had just started Wed and it's looks pretty promising. I work as a dispatcher receiving calls from customers who have problems with their computers and dispatch technicians to homes.
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